Sometimes people get to live uncomplicated lives that makes them unaware of what could potentially come their way, then there's others who have experienced so much that they see obstacles as something that can be overcome..always fearless. I think I fall somewhere in between...maybe.
People are now starting to ask me what my plan is. Truth be told? I'm scared to do what my heart is telling me right now. I often daydream about it and pray about it. I know it will be good..and that's where the problem lies. I don't know why I'm so scared that living there would make me so incredibly happy. Perhaps if my parents weren't still in Texas...but that didn't stop me from going to Korea. I definitely know that I'm risking falling in love with the country I left when I was 10 years old and never wanting to live anywhere else.
When I was still studying in college, I thought that once I got my degree that everything else would be less complicated and it will all fall into place. Now I realize that it's much harder to make decisions like these than writing essays about a certain theory that I thought was ridiculous. But I know what I need to do..pray for guidance and being fearless wouldn't hurt either.
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